The Dream Quest One Writing Contest
First Prize Winner
Winter 2009-2010
is
Kim Boyle of Glendale,
California
Back in the Days
There are so many details about that day that
I just don’t remember, Why was I all dressed up? Why did I get to go with my father and neither my older or younger
sister went with us? Where did we go on that day? I was four years old. I was all dressed up in a fancy dress, but I didn’t
have a hat, gloves, or purse — so it definitely wasn’t Easter. That was the only time of the year
when I would have all of those accessories.
It was back in the days when there were no seatbelt laws. And cars had those bench front
seats. You could easily seat three across. I don’t remember what make the car was. (Might have been a Mercury, because
I remember that my parents had a Mercury at one time when I was a child.) Just that it had the long front seat and when I
sat on the passenger’s side, I was too short to see out the side window. I was sort of looking upwards all the time
so I saw the tops of buildings, trees, and the sky. I don’t even think cars had seat belts back then. And there certainly
were no such things as car seats.
My dress was a pale pink and white, with lace and ruffles on it. I loved fancy dresses, even though
I was a tomboy. My favorite thing to do was to climb trees. I would climb so high. When I think of it today, I’m so
happy that I never fell, as there was a good chance I would have broken my neck. That was also back in the days when parents
were a lot less neurotic about their kids. They let them play outside unsupervised, actually run all over the neighborhood
unsupervised -- all day long.
If I was with my dad, it had to have been a Saturday or Sunday as he worked all week. But,
this was definitely a Saturday as it was back in the days when most all the businesses in town were closed on Sundays. I think
it was a law. They used to call them Blue Laws. I don’t know if anyplace has those anymore, but it was so that no one
worked on Sundays as a religious observance. There was only one place in town that was open on Sundays. It was a family-run
grocery store, and that was just in case someone had an emergency. The only emergency I could ever think of was if you needed
band-aids or medicine. You better not be buying milk. I remember how the parents had to prepare for Sundays each week, as
nothing would be open, not
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even a gas station. And they did not want to be seen
at that grocery store as that meant they had not prepared properly and people would hear about it.
But, back to the fancy dress... Though I was a tomboy,
I loved to wear fancy dresses, just not all the time. But when Sunday caine around, or any special occasion to dress up, I
loved it. (I even loved to get my hair set in rollers or pin curls.) Every year at Easter we would get a complete, brand new
Easter outfit. With new shoes, often white patent leather, gloves, hats, purses
-- the whole deal. I never see people wearing
gloves anymore. They were uncomfortable. You would get weird sensations in your hands, but you always felt so elegant when
you wore them, even at four.
It
was definitely a Saturday as one of the stops we made was the five-and-dime. But I’m getting ahead of myself. For some
reason, and I don’t know why, my dad took me out that day. It was very unusual for it to be just my dad and me because
when my dad had the kids, at the very least he got me and my older sister. When I say, “had the kids” that doesn’t
mean my parents were separated or divorced, it just means when my dad was watching the kids. So he took me with him that day
to run errands. And for some reason I was dressed up. My parents were young. They had three kids before either of them turned
25. That’s what people did back then. And it was definitely before the birth control pill. We probably wouldn’t
be here if that had been around.
I
can’t remember where we went. There were definitely a few errands but I don’t remember where. My dad would pick
me up when we got out of the car and carry me around. I loved being up high. A different view of the world. And my dad was
always a nice guy. He was handsome and smelled good, and he had that spiky hair, a crew cut, which I loved to pat my palm
on, to feel the spikes. I was probably too busy messing around with his crew cut to pay attention. But then, after he had
run his errands, he took me to the five-and-dime. I definitely remember that.
Wow! The counters were high with heavily varnished dark wooden
molding around them that created the partitions for all the different “things.” There were sections and sections
of little things, I can’t even remember what they were, that went on and
on. So much to choose from. Cheap little toys, tiny tubes of
lipstick, little coin purses, the ball on a string that you would try to flip up and catch in the cup. Jacks. (I played a
lot of Jacks in my day.) Little hair accessories, pretty hand fans that opened and closed like accordions, small dark blue
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bottles of perfume with French names,
super balls that bounced so high. I never got tired of those. They always impressed me. And the place had a smell to it too.
They were always popping popcorn but it wasn’t just a popcorn smell, they had other foods in there and the smell was
always a mixture of all of them combined. Nowadays I think of it as “five and dime” smell.
My dad said I could pick out something,
one thing, anything I wanted. It took a very long time to look over everything and weigh the value of that purchase. Not only
did I have to pick something I wanted and would be happy with for days to come, I also had to pick something that my older
sister wouldn’t ridicule me for. She was like that. Whenever I got something, she would find something wrong with it.
I knew she would find something wrong with whatever I got, but I also knew if I chose the right thing it would just be because
she was jealous.
My
dad was very patient. He had to hold me up so that I could see everything, pick each thing up and inspect it. He didn’t
complain once. Sometimes I think that was just before I had to go into the hospital to get my tonsils out and my dad was worried
about that. It was a serious operation then. I don’t know if it still is. But he was so patient that day. And for someone
who worked all week and had three small kids, I knew that was a very special day.
I finally chose the paddle with the rubber ball attached
by an elastic string. I knew I would get many good hours of fun out of that. It had been between that and a very fancy, red
satin, Chinese coin purse. I knew my older sister would be jealous of that beautiful coin purse, but the fun factor of the
paddle and ball outweighed my older sister.
It was such a great day, and I felt so special. My dad knew that I was thrilled to have gotten a toy
when no one else did. After I got tired of it, I would let my sisters play with it too. That was important because they had
toys that I wanted to play with. Adults think that kids are in a little cloud of children’s daydreams but kids are very
aware of the world around them. They are much smarter and more aware than you think.
We left the store and got into the car. My dad slid
me in through the passenger side window. It was down, as back in those days, you could leave your car windows rolled down
and your car doors unlocked and no one would bother your car. I even remember my parents leaving the car keys in the ignition.
That was until one day when my older sister and I tried to drive one of the cars around the driveway -- but that’s
a story for another time. My dad slid me in through the passenger side
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window. I was standing up on the car seat. He got into the driver’s
seat and started the engine. He looked over at me with a big smile on his face and said, “Do you want to drive the car?”
(I never put these two thoughts together before, until I wrote this down just now, but I guess my dad may have been somewhat
responsible for my sister and me trying to drive the car that time.)
YES I wanted to drive the car! That was probably the most exciting thing to happen in my
entire life up to that moment. I climbed onto his lap and he showed me where to put my hands on the steering wheel, two o-clock
and ten o-clock, and he began to back the car out of the parking space. He was very careful to just barely touch the steering
wheel on the bottom part so that I didn’t see him doing that. When I did catch sight of his hands on the wheel I would
accuse him of really driving the car. He would say he was just resting his hands there just in case I needed any help. I insisted
that I would not need any help steering. I got the hang of it right away. Of course it was a huge steering wheel and I probably
couldn’t have turned it myself. (That may have even been before the days of power steering.) But I thought I was turning
it.
Interestingly,
I never thought about the foot pedals. When I sat on his lap my shoes probably reached just past his knees. And of course,
this was back in the days when a parent could let their child sit on their lap when they drove the car. We drove all the way
home. It was thrilling -- the wind blowing in the windows because we were going so fast, at times. And I was
responsible for keeping the car on the road. It was a big responsibility and I could feel that. He explained to me not to
try to keep the steering wheel exactly still, but that it had to have a little give and adjustment to compensate for the bumps
and curves in the road.
We
had this long driveway that went from the street, around the back of the house, and back out to the street on the other side.
We lived on a hill and as you drove around the back of the house where the garage was, you had to go down hill to get to it.
(That hill was what gave my older sister and me a problem that other time.) As we approached the house my dad said that I
would need to scoot over into my own seat. Probably so that my mother wouldn’t see that he let me drive the car. She
tended to scream when he did things like that. She was a screamer. I begged him to let me drive the car into the driveway.
(I wanted my older sister to see me SO BAD!) He said no. I begged more, not telling him why, just a four year old begging.
And that was enough.
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He
let me stay on his lap and steer the car into the driveway right up alongside the kitchen window and he stopped the car just
past there, at the backdoor. My older sister was sitting at the kitchen table and her eyes nearly bugged out of her head.
But she didn’t run outside to see. But, I knew she had seen me. I thanked my dad for taking me out that day, for taking
me to the five-and-dime and for letting me drive the car. I hopped out of the driver’s side with my new toy and ran
into the house through the backdoor, right into the kitchen.
My older sister sat at the table eating a piece of toast with red jelly
on it. She tried to pretend that she had not seen me but I knew that she had. I had looked right into her eyes with an ear-to-ear
grin on my face, even though I was steering the car. That’s the other thing dad told me, you have to keep your eyes
on the road.
“Dad
let me drive the car today,” I said.
“You can’t drive that car. You can’t even reach the pedals,” was
her response.
“But
I steered the whole way home from downtown,” I replied. “You never got to drive the car, did you?”
“I don’t want
to drive the car. That’s dangerous. MOM!”
And then we were of f. My older sister yelled for my mom. She told my
mom I drove the car. My mom asked my dad, in a loud voice, if that was true. He said something quietly to her, off to the
side where my sister and I could not hear him. But then my mom yelled and yelled for a long time. I don’t even remember
what she was saying when she yelled -- the words. All I remember was how great it felt to drive the car. And
especially when my older sister had never driven a car.
I sat at the kitchen table and watched my older sister eat her piece of
toast with red jelly on it. She thought because mom was yelling that I had gotten mine, but I had the biggest smile on my
face I’ve probably ever had. My mother’s yelling didn’t bother me at all and my sister could tell. I just
grinned in her face as she ate her toast and waited for her to finish so I could show her my new toy. I didn’t want
her to get jelly on
